Huston, we have movement!
Our baby has already become strong enough to be felt by me, though I'm sure it will be a few weeks or more before we can feel baby on the outside. I am 10 weeks to day already... already in the double digits! Time is going quickly, though some days I feel like it is crawling along... and of course those days are usually when I am miserable with nausea and the such.
I haven't been feeling TOO badly... very hungry, but nauseas too, headaches, very tired, etc... The usual pregnancy stuff. But I've heard and seen worse, so I'm trying not to complain! It's already getting a bit better, and I'm hoping because it started so early with this baby, it will be done early too! With Teagan, I didn't start to get really sick until I reached my 3rd month, but it only lasted for a month.. nothing too major. I'm approaching a month of misery with this one, so I'm hoping my body stays true to form and gives me a break soon! Ah sweet 2nd trimester lol.
I'm convinced this baby is a girl... not sure why, but I keep referring to "her" and I "feel" like it's a girl!! But we'll see lol. It could always change.
I am having an appointment with the CNM here on the 21st. I think they scheduled it as a prenatal visit, though it is really just for discussing the meds that I was on (I've since weaned off of them). I think I am going to have her teach me how to check my fundal height, and maybe sign up for one of her infant resuscitation classes she often has. I am nervous about telling her my plans, but I think she will be supportive. She is a wonderful person, and very accepting.
Anyway, I'm off to bed. Teagan is sleeping soundly... she's come down with a cold, and I'm glad that her little body is letting her sleep so good. Hopefully I will finally get a good nights rest as well!
I'll be posting belly pics soon! Stay tuned :)
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Quickening
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Sunday, March 30, 2008
My Dream
I had a dream... I can't remember if I had it last night or the night before, as I didn't remember it until just now...
I had had my baby, in a nice full pool of water.. and I felt so at peace and comfortable, and was in the "bubble" of just holding my little one. He/She was wide-eyed and alert.... can't remember checking the sex. We just stared at each other, as I held my baby in the water. I remember submersing the baby's body in the warm water, and feeling his/her body just completely relax into the water. I remember thinking, "No one to bother us.. no one to try to mess with the cord, or me, or my perfect baby..." and feeling so... healed.
I am grateful that this vision was sent to me, so I can hold it close for my affirmations of my coming birth. When I remembered it just now, I felt so much better... I have been holding so much stress and anxiety, but this vision gives me a peace about everything.
And with my experiences with deja vu, especially with dreaming the future (usually little non-significant tidbits), I thought I would write this one down before I forgot.
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Sunday, March 9, 2008
Week 6
So tomorrow is the beginning of week 6 of my beautiful pregnancy. I am half-way through the tentative time.... the first trimester is a relief for me to get out of. I feel better knowing my chance of losing baby after 12 weeks drops considerably. I am already so attached to this baby....
I am really concentrating on my nutrition this pregnancy. With my first, I did all the things my midwife and family told me to do... don't eat soft cheese.. undercooked meat... raw eggs... junk food... processed foods... etc. The usual "don't" list. However, no one really told me what I *should* be eating. For example, 80-100g of protein a day. so, I'm not only cutting out the "don't eat" list, (except raw eggs.... my dear friend Kristen corrected me on those! Just wash the outer shell..) I am also concentrating on what I should eat everyday.
So far, I've been getting the 80-100g of protein a day... I've also been drinking TONS of water. I had dehydration issues with my first pregnancy, so I want to be careful with that. I also am drinking many nourishing teas; red raspberry leaf, oatstraw, alfalfa, nettle, red clover, dandelion, etc. I have only been eating organic foods as well. It's more expensive, but a price cannot be put on my or my unborn baby's health! However, I plan on having a very large garden this summer, to help with the costs of organic produce.
I have also been concentrating on my fitness more this pregnancy. I do yoga, meditate, do sun salutes, and some Tai Chi everyday. I will also start walking everyday once it starts to warm up here! And this summer will be spent running after my energetic daughter :) Swimming will be in high demand in the hot season as well! Oh, I can't wait for the pool!!
Anyway, I've already noticed that I'm not as nauseas when I eat my protein right away. I have also been drinking spirulina smoothies, which help supply a huge dose of B-vitamins. Of course, B-vitamins are not only vital for baby, but also helps keep morning sickness, depression, and tiredness minimal for mom. I will have to post a picture of my daughter's spirulina mustache one of these days lol.
My brother and his girlfriend are getting ready for baby *any day now*!! I am feeling anxious about it, but optimistic. She is having her baby in the hospital, with a midwife... but her midwife will be going on vacation in less than a week! Time's-a-ticking for her, as she doesn't want a doctor attending. I hope labor starts for her soon!
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The Beginnings of a Radical Pregnancy
We started remodeling our new home. Grandma Blue came over and helped Jason take down all the wallpaper with the steamer, wash the glue off the walls, spackle, sand, paint, and clean. I stayed at the apartment with Teagan and packed everything while also cleaning the place to make our move easier. I finish the day feeling totally drained... unusually tired... but I just contribute it to the stress and energy I'm using getting moving done.
February 23rd, 2008~
We all got together and finished painting and cleaning. Our friends, Heidi and Forest, Jeremy, my brothers, my dad, and our friend Josh came over to help us clean up and get everything moved quickly. The majority got moved, and then we all went out to eat afterwards. I am feeling very excited to be spending the first night in our new home!!
February 24th, 2008~
Since we started moving, I hadn't been taking my temperature every morning, so I had no idea where I was at in my cycle.. except that I was quite a few days past ovulation. I took a pregnancy test at 5:30am (I couldn't sleep!!) and it came back negative. :( No worries, I tell myself; it will be positive tomorrow!!
I spend the rest of the day unusually tired but I have energy. It was kind of weird! I got a lot of unpacking done and the house clean. Daniel and I also went over to the apartment and got the rest of the stuff out of there.
February 25th, 2008~
I wake up AGAIN at 5:30am... so weird, I think. I've been getting up at about 7:30 for the past two years or so, so I'm not sure what is going on...
until I decide to take another pregnancy test.
Positive! Holy crap, is that really positive?? I thought. It was so so light, but it was there, that elusive vertical line that has been hiding from me for the past 6 months! I just walked out into the livingroom, so overwhelmed... and cried. When Jason came home, I had him look at the test to be sure I wasn't hallucinating. He said he saw it too!! We are just so so happy :)
February 26th, 2008~
I take another test; positive again!! This time the line is darker, too! Now I know why I've been SO SO tired! I take this test into my mom's work so she can see it.
I spend the day in Alex, and I tell my brother, Ashley, and my auntie Michelle the good news at breakfast. Then, Ash and I head over to Ron's Warehouse, and I snatch up a cool digital pregnancy test. Those faint lines just weren't doing it for me ;). That night, I took the digital, and the beautiful word "Pregnant" came right up!!! Everyone was then told that a new baby would be in our family come November!
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Friday, February 15, 2008
Birthing the Next Generation... for our mothers.
In light of a thread that I have been reading recently, I decided to write about this. It has been in the back of my mind for quite some time now. I feel as though this was my sign to finally write about it..
I find it really sad that our generation of women feel it is necessary to keep their mothers away from their birth in order for it to remain peaceful. Our mothers went through so much when they had us, during the 60s, 70s, and even into the 80s... most never had trust in their bodies and babies, and many had their babies ripped out of them in whatever way the doc seen fit. Many were drugged, belittled, strapped down, and scarred on the inside and out. I totally understand why many of these women fear pregnancy, labor, and birth.... and back then they didn't have the internet to help them find alternatives for their next children. And I also understand why many women these days do not want their mothers at their births...
When I had my daughter, I was not "informed" like I am now. I *knew* instinctively that I wanted no pain meds, and wanted a natural birth. But the hospital was the only place to have a baby, in my realm of experience. I invited my mom there. I knew she would be nervous, and everything, but I needed her and I sensed she needed to be there with me. It didn't go so well, at the hospital, to say the least. It was very traumatizing for all that were involved.
As I came out of my ignorance, and started learning, I felt like I needed to share all of this with my mom. As we talked about the different aspects I was studying at the time, she really opened up about her births with us 4 children (I was present for my youngest brother's birth) and we have healed in so many ways together. She balked at the idea of a homebirth at first, but her questions and concerns made my delve deeper into homebirth vs hospital birth (and even into UC) and made me question things I had not thought of before. Sometimes I would become angry at her questions... I get defensive very easily sometimes, especially when my instincts are telling me something is *right* (for lack of a better word) but I can't quite put it into words *why*. But in the end, her questions, honesty, and eventual trust in me (regarding my birth decisions and my body) has given me strength, confidence, and a support that I could not have found anywhere else.
I truly hope someday my daughter(s) will include me in her birth. Not because she feels she *has* to, but because she will feel as *I* do...Our mothers were meant to be with us when we birth the next generation. Doctors, our technology-obsessed culture, etc. took that away from our mothers and even our grandmothers in many instances. Women now hire doulas, mostly because they feel they have to. They don't have their mothers' wisdom to count on... and they have to fight through the hospital birth just so they and their babies can come through it whole. Anyways, I'm rambling now. Sometimes I just get sad for our moms. I know some are completely close-minded about things, but I wonder if more of us took the time to talk to our mothers about everything, that we might discover how truly wonderful it is to have our moms on "our side" so-to-speak.
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Iatrogenic Events
Iatrogenic Events Common, Often Serious, in Neonates
Check this article out here:http://www.medscape.com/viewarticle/569722
February 5, 2008 — Iatrogenic events are common and are often serious in neonates, especially in infants of low birthweight, according to the results of a prospective cohort study reported in the February 2 issue of The Lancet.
"Background iatrogenic events are increasingly recognised as an important problem in all people admitted to hospital," write Isabelle Ligi, MD, from the Hôpitaux de Marseille, Université de la Méditerranée in Marseille, France, and colleagues. "However, few epidemiological data are available for iatrogenic events in neonatal high-risk units. We aimed to assess the incidence, nature, preventability, and severity of iatrogenic events in a neonatal centre and to establish the association of patient characteristics with the occurrence of iatrogenic events in neonates."
From January 1, 2005, to September 1, 2005, the investigators observed all neonates admitted to the Division of Neonatology of an academic, tertiary neonatal center in southern France. Reporting of iatrogenic events was voluntary, anonymous, and nonpunitive. These were defined as any event potentially compromising patient safety, whether there was actual harm. The main endpoint was the rate of iatrogenic events per 1000 patient-days.
During 10,436 patient-days, 388 patients were studied, and 267 iatrogenic events were recorded in 116 patients (25.6 iatrogenic events per 1000 patient-days). Of these 267 iatrogenic events, 92 (34%) were preventable and 78 (29%) were severe; 2 (1%) were fatal, but neither of these fatal events was preventable.
Of the iatrogenic events documented, the categories in which the highest proportion of events was severe were nosocomial infections (49/62; 79%) and respiratory tract events (9/26; 35%). Although cutaneous injuries were frequent (n = 94), they were typically minor (89/94; 95%). Most medication errors were also minor (15/19; 76%), occurred during the administration stage (12/19; 63%), and were 10-fold errors (9/19; 47%).
Predominant risk factors for iatrogenic events were low birthweight and gestational age
(P < .0001 for both), length of stay (P < .0001), presence of a central venous line (P < .0001), use of mechanical ventilation (P = .0021), and support with continuous positive airway pressure
(P = .0076).
"Iatrogenic events occur frequently and are often serious in neonates, especially in infants of low birthweight," the study authors write. "Improved knowledge of the incidence and characteristics of iatrogenic events, and continuous monitoring could help to improve quality of health care for this vulnerable population. . . . Although a few of these [nosocomial] infections might be endogenous, efforts should focus on prevention since around 15% of these iatrogenic events in our study could have been prevented."
Limitations of the study include setting at a single center with possible lack of generalizability, minor incidents may have been underreported, possible bias because of underreporting during the first part of the study, and possible classification bias.
"Limitations of invasive procedures for premature neonates should be a priority, since such procedures frequently induce comorbidity, whereas the complications (and mortality) directly due to preterm birth keep decreasing," the study authors conclude. "The high risk of iatrogenic events draws attention to the importance of developing, testing, and implementing effective error-prevention strategies in paediatric medicine. Prospective, anonymous incident reporting offers both a means to monitor and prevent iatrogenic events, and an educational advantage to staff."
The study authors have disclosed no relevant financial relationships.
In an accompanying comment, Gitte Y. Larsen, MD, MPH, and Howard B. Parker, PhD, from Primary Children's Medical Center, University of Utah, Salt Lake City, Utah, discuss various strategies to improve patient safety.
"The universal safe-practice approach continues to have value as a strategy to improve patients' safety, but with important limitations — it should be seen as a place to start, not to end," Drs. Larsen and Parker write. "The local epidemiological approach exemplified by Ligi and colleagues is an essential complement to the global strategy, and promises to be a highly effective method of reducing harm to patients. Let us hope that more institutions recognise the value of this approach."
Drs. Larsen and Parker have disclosed no relevant financial relationships.
Lancet. 2008; 371:364-365, 404-410.
Clinical Context
Medical errors have been estimated to cause more than 40,000 deaths annually in the United States alone, and approximately half of these errors are preventable. Moreover, medical errors affect more than just adults and children. A previous study suggests that medical errors are evident in the records of 1.2% to 1.4% of hospitalized neonates.
This previous study focused on errors that resulted in complications, but the current research uses a voluntary, nonpunitive system for reporting medical errors. Such a system is designed to catch not only errors that promote adverse events but also other mistakes that do not lead to direct patient harm. The results of the current research are summarized below.
Study Highlights
- The study was conducted at a 54-bed level 3 neonatal center in Marseille, France. All neonates admitted to the center between January 1, 2005, and September 1, 2005, were included in the study, although neonates who just had surgery or who were undergoing extracorporeal membrane oxygenation were excluded from analysis.
- The ratio of patients to nurses in the study setting was 2:1 or 3:1, and a physician and intern provided 24-hour coverage to the unit.
- An iatrogenic event was defined by any event that compromised the safety of the patient, regardless of the presence of actual patient harm. Severe iatrogenic events were defined by actions that led to patient disability, longer hospital stays, or death.
- Iatrogenic events were recorded on a form that featured a preprinted listing of possible events to ease record completion. Data were gathered prospectively and were reviewed by 2 independent pediatricians, who assigned ratings regarding the preventability of the event.
- The hospital staff used these reports on a regular basis for quality improvement activities during the study period.
- 388 neonates were included in the study, allowing for an analysis of 10,436 patient-days. Nearly two thirds of neonates were delivered at 33 weeks of gestation or later, and 15% were characterized as small for gestational age.
- 267 iatrogenic events were detected among 118 subjects. The rate of iatrogenic events was 25.6 per 1000 patient-days.
- 34% of iatrogenic events were judged to be preventable, and 29% of iatrogenic events were severe. Severe events were less preventable than other events.
- Nosocomial infection and cutaneous events were the most common iatrogenic events. However, most cutaneous events were minor in severity.
- Nosocomial infection and, to a lesser degree, respiratory tract events accounted for the most severe iatrogenic events.
- The risk for medication errors was 4.9 per 100 admissions. Administration, not ordering, errors were the most common medication errors, and nearly all of these errors involved mistakes in programming medication pumps.
- Errors with sedative and cardiovascular drugs were the most common, and nearly half of medication errors involved mistaking a drug dose by a factor of 10.
- Gestational age and birthweight were inversely associated with the risk for medical errors. Compared with neonates born at term, neonates delivered at less than 28 weeks of gestation had an odds ratio of 24.1 for experiencing a medical error.
- A longer duration of hospital stay and longer duration of vascular catheterization also increased the risk for iatrogenic events, as did the use of mechanical ventilation or continuous positive airway pressure.
- Researchers did not mention hospital system or staff factors that might have also been related to iatrogenic events.
Pearls for Practice
- In the current study of neonates in an intensive care unit, 30% of neonates experienced an iatrogenic event. Nosocomial infection and cutaneous events were the most common iatrogenic events. One third of iatrogenic events were considered preventable, and most medication errors occurred during administration of the drug.
- The current study finds that gestational age, birthweight, duration of hospital stay, duration of vascular catheterization, mechanical ventilation, and the use of continuous positive airway pressure can influence the rate of iatrogenic events among neonates.
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Friday, January 18, 2008
Go Vote!
"The Mothers' Milk Bank of New England is a newly formed non-profit milk bank serving babies, hospitals, and families throughout New England. The Milk Bank will provide screened and pasteurized breastmilk to premature and critically ill babies, primarily in neonatal intensive care units. This milk will be donated by volunteer mothers in our region. For sick and premature babies, breastmilk can mean the difference between life and death, and a short or long hospital stay. Studies have shown that premature babies who receive banked milk are far less likely to suffer life-threatening complications and have much faster recovery rates."
Go vote so they can win $10,000 to get this idea up and running. Let's make this a reality!
http://ideablob.com/ideas/1248-Got-Milk-Help-save-babies-li
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